i dont know what has gotten into me. why did i support such a big and stupid lie. i dont understand. i think i am stupid as well. or, maybe it is just me. maybe it is not what i think it is. oh well, forget about it.

i have to start studying now. end of year exams is coming and i must get at least a credit for all subjects. i will try my very best. i wont let you down, mom and dad.

anyways, happy birthday to MEI YU! all the best! :D

let's come back to me. well, i just thought of something. i dont want sorrows. i dont want cries. i want HAPPINESS! or even ELATION! man. i dont like how things are now. ):




this is cool!




okay i'll just stop here. so good night, sweet dreams, sleep tight, dont let the bed bugs bite! wish me luck for tomorrow.

xx