Mey, XinYi, Loong, I really really meant what I said. I really want you guys to be always HAPPY. I don't need any special presents but happiness. I guess it's a LOT more expensive than any ordinary gifts or presents right? But that is what I really want. You guys have no idea how much I really want it, I mean I WANT TO BE HAPPY WITH YOU UNTIL THE SECOND I LEAVE. Mey, honestly, what you told me really really hurt me deep inside. You said "after you've gone, our relationship will be like shuling and us." This really killed me. I have never ever thought of forgetting you guys here, and I will always and forever keep in touch with you all. By the time I'm there, mommy will have gave us a lappy each, and this means I will get to online, since the msn here's not working. I will most probably be online every day or alternate. I will never wish to break us apart. Even we'll not be as close by then, we will still be the best of friends. I will be wishing wishes for each of you. The most important thing you guys have to remember about me is that "whenever you're happy, I am too." This is me. Nothing will ever make this change. I will really really and truly LOVE AND MISS you guys! <3